Sometimes I wonder about the person I am. I know myself well, almost too well. That is why I wonder if I can truly settle on anything or anyone. I love variety and I love change. I can find that in my workplace no problem. But when it comes to atmosphere and people, well, I know why I travel so much. I need a change of scenery and I love meeting new people.
This can be good and bad. I mean I never settle but I’m also never set. I can’t have one really amazing friend and keep it at that. I love all of my amazing friends and they each fill their specific spots in my life and I don’t know what I would do without each of them. But see you can’t have more than one man. I’m not talking about guy friends I’m talking about one boyfriend at a time, one true love, and eventually ONE guy to marry and spend the rest of my life with. Is it possible?
That is what I question. Can I really be committed to the one, kiss only that one, share my most intimate relationship with only him. I mean to this point I have even settled down enough to only be “talking to” or “dating” one guy at a time. (I’m really not a player, I just have issues). How do I cross that line of commitment to only one and not feel like I am losing out on all the variety that is out there?
Currently I have no man and am dating no one. That is probably a good thing because I really need to get this sorted out.
Any advice?
11 years ago
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