Do you ever wonder if they still care?

You know…those people from your past that for some reason or another are no longer in your life. Do you think they care that they are not in contact with you anymore? Does your name come up in their conversations or when they are lost in a daze? Do they think about what happened between you? Do they have an urge to fix it but feel their hands are tied? Did they get hurt so bad that they wish you wouldn’t come up in their memories? Or were you just dropped from all previous existence as if they ice-age froze over that section of their life?

I do wonder. I guess because I do still care. I want to fix things. I don’t want to lose people in my life and I want to put forth the effort. Even if we didn’t leave on bad terms and we just kinda lost touch. I will always care about the people that touch my life. From the person who smiled at me on a bad day all the way to my best friend from elementary school.

So how is it for you? Which one are you? Or… Do you fall somewhere in between the two? Let me know, because I wonder… its just what I do.